wasting away my life on free drinks and shitty snacks
thinking about what's the next song to make it onto this epic madness/mixtape i'm compiling vis a vis this little here blog
i'm thinking about what music and voices i can't live without
a go-to
a fall-back
a necessity
an absolute must
i dunno - my entire life savings (hahahahaahaha) for will sheff to sing me to sleep
for him to scream hoarsely almost like a man about to snap
or to croon like a lounge singer
once upon a time last year i had tickets to go see okkervil river
i spent the whole proceeding months with this thumping in my chest knowing i was going to hear will sheff live
and it wouldn't matter what song they played or what song he sang, i'd be entranced by the level of emotion he exuded
i was jazzed
then of course i decided that i'd rather get laid - out of province, no less - than go to a concert
well, to be truthful, i had to go out of province for work but i could've somehow managed to make it back for the show but instead stayed for a guy
i should've somehow managed to make it back for the show
as pops sometimes says "always make sure the fucking you're getting is worth the fucking you're getting"
yeah, well
digression much?
so here i am, in this lounge
a throwback to the early 90's at best
trying to drown out the sounds of CNN on the tv
when okkervil river plays through my ears
and i regret not going to that concert for the millionth time this year
please stop ignoring the heart inside, oh you readers at home!
moral of the story:
damn you hormones
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